I’ve grown to really appreciate how much hatred for myself I’ve harbored and how much of an act I can pull in front of others.
I’ve also grown to appreciate the one person able to call my bullshit and yet he still loves me.

I feel like even though I’ve been managing to help my closest friends with their issues, I’m not able to open up and really tell them what’s going on with myself…I know there’s more than what my minds leading me to believe but…I don’t know I wanna fight it and fix it on my own…

Hello. You must be looking for me. Well you’ve come to the right place. 

You know I’m not a fan of people I know in real life following my blog and now I’m starting to understand why it’s not a good idea - even if you’re my close friend. I’m sorry and still care but if you want to know what’s going on you leave me a message.